Reflection
I had a really vivid dream last night where I was re-enrolling at Bradford Uni to do a Masters degree. It was really bizarre and I couldn't find my way around or seem to work out what I was supposed to be doing there.
It made me think back to my time at uni and how I never really made the most of it socially. Don't get me wrong, I made some great friends at uni but during my second year and especially my third year I spent a huge amount of time either at our house or in the computer room.
I once went to the FND (the Friday Night Disco at the student union) and stayed after it finished with Gubble who was working behind the bar. It showed me a complete other side to things with a group of people who worked together in the university and I very much wanted to be part of it. Unfortunately it was far too late to join the bars team as it was close to the end of my time in Bradford.
I don't know if there was some kind of hidden meaning in the dream but I can't help but feel that I'm still not really exploring a full and active social life and I suppose it worries me that one day I'll look back and regret not making more of my time.
It made me think back to my time at uni and how I never really made the most of it socially. Don't get me wrong, I made some great friends at uni but during my second year and especially my third year I spent a huge amount of time either at our house or in the computer room.
I once went to the FND (the Friday Night Disco at the student union) and stayed after it finished with Gubble who was working behind the bar. It showed me a complete other side to things with a group of people who worked together in the university and I very much wanted to be part of it. Unfortunately it was far too late to join the bars team as it was close to the end of my time in Bradford.
I don't know if there was some kind of hidden meaning in the dream but I can't help but feel that I'm still not really exploring a full and active social life and I suppose it worries me that one day I'll look back and regret not making more of my time.
Labels: Looking back