Serenity

Well, not quite. But I'm really experiencing the calm after the storm.
I had a good chat with Badger today on icq and got some stuff off my chest. Laura rang me this morning just to tell me she loves me. I think she really gets how upset I was yesterday. She also changed her plans for next weekend so that I can still go to the BB tournament which totally surprised me and I am eternally grateful to her. I texted my mum to tell her about the quote I saw (see archives) and to tell her that I love her.
I'm feeling quite positive today. The whole house thing is still hanging over me like a dark cloud but since I can't do anything about it until tomorrow and since no one is calling me about it today I can pretty much ignore it for today at least.
I know that no one really reads this at the moment but just in case people start reading it in the future, do me one favour right now - call someone, maybe your mum, maybe your wife, just someone, and tell them you love them.
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